Another Year, Another Heartbreak

I have lost the will to live but I will attempt to write something before I consider what manner of death will be appropriate for my pain.
But before I die, I need to ask myself, "Ray, why are you surprised?" Two years ago, it was Sabrina. Gone too soon. Last year it was Asia'h. Gone too soon. Now, it's Alexis. Another year. Another heartbreak. How will I get up the strength to watch each week now without having someone I am in love with? (I have heard, however, that the new judge is pretty cute.) IT'S A CRUEL INJUSTICE AND I AM OUTRAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And to add insult to injury, including the ones I am inflicting on myself right now, I had to watch Brad Paisley AND Randy Travis. Somehow it is ironic that I survived that only to see My Girl Alexis get the boot.

I actually thought it was going to be Adam who was gone. While I liked him last night, I recognize that it was an all-or-nothing performance (thanks to Diandra for that line) and I feared that most people would vote "nothing". Which begs another question to me before I impale myself on a sharp kitchen object: "Ray, would you have felt as badly if Adam had been the one to go?" Alas, my Thinking logic wins over my Feeling affectations. I would have been a lot more upset because he is a much better singer. But I'm still angry because Alexis is so much better than half the people still in it. And I have ever mentioned how cute she is?
IT'S A CRUEL INJUSTICE AND I AM OUTRAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I demand a Congressional investigation.